Wishful Thinking

All I want to be doing is sleeping. This weekend has been crazy, hectic, and way to fast. It seems that the week never goes fast enough, but my weekend sure can fly by. I had a great time going home this weekend. I was extremely happy to see Brett and my family. I was a little disappointed because my brother, who is now a freshman in high school, is finally starting to act like a freshman in high school. I remember going through the same phase, thinking my mother was the most embarrassing person I knew and that the universe revolved around me (Ha, yeah right!) I have always told my brother that looking back if I could change one thing it would be being nicer to my mom; yet he still is getting the same attitude I once had. I almost feel as if I am to blame. I know that Nathan looks up to me, but at the time I didn't realize how much of an impact I was making. It was so nice seeing him and my mom though. My mom was mad that I didn't get to spend that much time with her, but it was really hard trying to balance seeing everyone! I am so happy that I am finally starting to like college, and that I was even excited to come back. My appetite, which I usually lose in stressful situations, is finally coming back. This is probably a good thing seeing as my mom and boyfriend keep commenting on how much weight I have lost; though there is nothing to worry about. I did lose 12 pounds after being here for the first 2 weeks, but I promise it is only because I was stressed, and I have been eating like a pig since (I'm eating as I type now, ha!) Another positive note, my best friend, Tricia, got to come up to Wartburg with me this weekend. She goes to Truman State in Missouri so seeing her was awesome, since the most we usually see each other is through Skype which is only so nice, depending on the college's Internet connection speed. We had a fun night hanging out with some of my friends here on campus, but boy do I wish I had started homework sooner. I really realize how bad my procrastination is after being in college (and it's only been one week, kill me now!). I feel bad because my roommate, Sarah, is sleeping and I will probably still be up for another hour studying for my first math test tomorrow. On that note, I should probably go before I fall asleep on the keyboard.