Distracted

I am behind on my blogging lately, and I have to say that I blame Brett. Since we have been kind of rocky lately, I have been putting so much time into thinking about him that it seems everything else is getting placed on the back burner. I know that it should be the other way around, but sometimes it is hard not to get caught up in relationship drama. I wish that we were still fine, but I think that he is starting to see this may be harder than he expected it to. While I understand his wishes, it is still hard to think that I may have to let go of what we have. Obviously I know that God has a better plan for me, even if it doesn't involve Brett like I may wish. I wish that sometimes my "path" in life was easier to see. Lately I feel like nothing that I thought was certain is. I feel like I am confused with Brett, my future career, and even if I want to stay at Wartburg next year. While I really love the school, I am starting to wonder that maybe even with my scholarships this school is just going to cost my family to much financially. It is hard to say what is right at this point, but I hope that God will make my path clearer to me as time goes on.